Post do meu primeiro fotolog e meu prineiro texto em inglês. Lembor como se fosse onté, mas era nove de novembro de dois mil e cinco. G-zus amado!

Your Friendship

I didn’t know that it gonna hurt that much!
It seems that a part of me is gone
There’s an empty space in my arms, in my heart, in my soul.
But you are here. You didn’t go away.
I just lose a lover, and still with the friend that I always had.
But I miss you so much my lover
I didn’t want you all before you left me
But I miss you so much my lover
I know that you’re with someone right now, someone that probably will make you happy.
And to know it make me so bad, that make me cry
And I don’t have tears enough to cry the river that I need, that I need to drown myself.
I need your smile, your embrace; I need you, even knowing that I don’t need anyone to be resolved, to be complete.
This is a strange feeling that I never felt before. But the most intriguing thing is that you weren’t mine.
You never belong to me.
I didn’t want you as my lover
But I miss you so much my lover.
I have to joy your friendship,
It’s the only feeling that rest to me.
Your friendship my lover.


“O amor é sexualmente transmissível”. (Um autor que não me lembro quem agora)